You're not supposed to be here, so be warned. please don't spread the word. Background music: What does it matter how my heart breaks - The Caretaker (Stage 2)]

- Hey, it's me again. I'm a little tired of this whole world and stuff thing. I do most of the drawing, but I haven't had time to work on any projects this week.... I should fix that..[23/01/25][0:54]

- I started taking sedatives, but so far the effect has been imposed only by me. I made the entire sprite list, updated the site, but who cares? That's right, no one else. And radishes are a lazy ass.[31/01/25][2:10]

Hello again. I want to express my discontent or my feeling today. I had a good night's sleep, ate well, but I stil l feel tired and moody. I feel this often, or rather almost always. Even when I laugh the feeling of emptiness doesn't go away. I mean, you kn ow, about two or three years ago I felt true feelings in my soul from different emotions, but now I feel empty at any event. I can't go to a specialist yet, I'd be judged by my own relatives. Speaking of them, I feel much less affection (I can't call it “Love”) for them than for my friends or for example for my partner. The joy lately is only fleeting, and then I don't know if it's joy. I'm wondering if anyone is reading this. Anyway, the only thing that gives me hope for life is my projects. But my relatives, for some reason, seem to take that away from me because of their need to communicate with me. Guys, I don't care if I came out of my mother and have anything to do with you, I don't want to. [Ew, you sound like an emo teenager in puberty.] [01/09/25][21:42]

I'm tired, but sleep doesn't help me relax. I'm trying to work. I'm actually very happy that I'm getting the site back in order, because it looked disgusting from the beginning. I should probably go to sleep for at least an hour. [01/07/25][5:42]